65

1. cake
2. orenda fink
3. little wings
4. blackalicious
5. the mountain goats (album with songs that all start with "Going To...")
6. simon & garfunkel / paul simon
7. Vapnet
8. Hot Chip
9. !!!
10. Acid House Kings
11. Benni Hemm Hemm
12. Suburban Kids With Biblical Names
13. Deerhoof
14. Noah and the Whale
15. Stars
16. sorry about dresden
17. sons and daughters
18. mirah
19. The Music Tapes
20. circulatory system
321. the robot ate me
22. ravens & chimes
23. major organ and the adding machine
24. new buffalo
25. minus the bear
26. le loup
27. you say party! we say die
28. bishop allen
29. avett brothers
30. bears
31. beta band
32. de novo dahl
33. great northern
34. headlights
35. the long winters
36. the more assured
37. small sins
38. steel train
39. MORE sufjan !
40. via audio
41. gogol bordello
42. plastiscines 
43. chin up chin up
44. guided by voices
45. below the sea
46. plants and animals
47. state bird

Not that it's really relevant anymore, but "the lesbian" really is a lesbian.
I don't like him anymore and he doesn't like her anymore, but I still thought it was exciting that I was right this whole time. HAH !

The Beatles - Magical Mystery Tour
Crosby-Nash - Live
David Bowie - Pin Ups
    Aladdin Sane
    Ziggy Stardust The Motion Picture
    Space Oddity
    Never Let Me Down
    The World of David Bowie
    Young Americans
    Let's Talk Rare Interview
    Ziggy Stardust
    Hunky Dory
    Tonight
    The Man Who Sold The World
    David Live
Elton John - Tumbleweed Collection
    Self Titled
    Madman Across The Water
    Honky Chateau
Frank Zappa - Apostrophe
Genesis - Selling England By The Pound
Jackson 5 - Greatest Hits
Mick Ronason - Salughter on 10th Avenue
Mozart - Great Performances
    Overtures
Pete Townshend - Who Came First
Phillip's Digital Classics
Pink Floyd - Dark Side Of THe Moon
    Collection of Great Dance Songs
Queen - A Day At The Races
R.E.M. - Murmur
The Rolling Stones - Some Girls
The Smiths - Strangeways, Here We Come
Todd Rundgren - Something/Anything
    Hermit of Mink Hollow
    Todd
    A Wizard/A True Star
The Tubes - Self Titled
Utopia - POV
Van Morrison - Tupelo Honey
The Who - The Kids Are Alright

I need to start using this and updating frequently so I can get those lists I made off the first page so I don't have to look at them and remember how I used to feel and start feeling like that again.
Mmmmm run on sentences <3

Life is fantastic.
I'm finally over this stupid boy.
Well, I still love him dearly, but I'm over him.
Finally !
It's great.
Life is great.

You are the first person I think of in the morning, and the last person I think of when I fall asleep.
Not to mention I think about you 20 million other times through out the day.
Everything reminds me of you.
I know all of that sounds totally cliche, but it's absolutely true.
And it would be a whole lot easier if you felt the same way about me.
It sucks knowing that you probably don't think about me at all while I can't get you out of my head.

"I've been waiting here for you,
Wondering what you're gonna do,
Should you need a love that's true,
It's me."

He doesn't like me.
I'm sure of it.
Snow Tundra is not.
Kristen and Rhea agree.
With me, that is.
And I'm okay with it.

There was an earthquake today.

65

1. cake
2. orenda fink
3. little wings
4. blackalicious
5. the mountain goats (album with songs that all start with "Going To...")
6. simon & garfunkel / paul simon
7. Vapnet
8. Hot Chip
9. !!!
10. Acid House Kings
11. Benni Hemm Hemm
12. Suburban Kids With Biblical Names
13. Deerhoof
14. Noah and the Whale
15. Stars
16. sorry about dresden
17. sons and daughters
18. mirah
19. The Music Tapes
20. circulatory system
321. the robot ate me
22. ravens & chimes
23. major organ and the adding machine
24. new buffalo
25. minus the bear
26. le loup
27. you say party! we say die
28. bishop allen
29. avett brothers
30. bears
31. beta band
32. de novo dahl
33. great northern
34. headlights
35. the long winters
36. the more assured
37. small sins
38. steel train
39. MORE sufjan !
40. via audio
41. gogol bordello
42. plastiscines 
43. chin up chin up
44. guided by voices
45. below the sea

This is so mf frustrating.
I'm not sure what, exactly. But it's frustrating as hell!
I have a fat ass english test tomorrow, which I totally forgot about. I haven't even read half of the stories. Shit >:0
My first photo project is due, and I'm stressed about that because I know it's not very good because I need more time. And I don't want to turn it in how it is but I can't do anything about it.
I haven't seen my best friend in two weeks.
I have such a fat ass crush on this fucking boy. I like him so much. I drive myself absolutely crazy because I can't think about anything else all mf day. And there's no way he likes me. He's had plenty of girlfriends. He can't possibly be shy about telling people when he likes them. So he doesn't like me.
Which makes me feel like shit. Because he's had like, a billion (at least five) girlfriends since I've known him. So, what, he'll date everyone except me?
I know that's unfair. But I think I'm allowed to be completely irrational about this. It just sucks because I can't even tell him because I know things would get really weird and we'd stop hanging out.
I love hanging out with him so much. Even when we don't say anything or I just sit there in his room watching him fuck around with his drum set. I love it.

Every day at some point I decide that I'm okay with the way things are with him. But then I go fucking crazy or something and I get all upset and crazy and jklesdhgkjsh. Or I start out crazy and then I convince myself that it's alright.
But I fucking hate it! I wish I could just make up my mind and either stop caring or just be crazy always. I don't know.
I like him so much.
And he's the first person that I've ever really been interested in. Like, I've been into people before but only for really stupid, shallow reasons.
I don't know. He's adorable.

FUCK THIS.
I need to go to bed.